Something like a book…
I’ve been writing a book, a book that has been absorbing/demolishing me.
It’s called
BIGGER THAN A BREADBOX
It begins with a line from a song:
Is a dream a lie if it don’t come true, or is it something worse?
Actually, it begins with two lines from two songs. The other one is:
Everybody’s got a hu-u-ngry heart…
The book opens with these words:
The first thing I missed when we got to Atlanta was gulls.
And now, for the moment anyway, I think that I have figured out the words at THE END:
I guess maybe some people do leave. Some people let go and forget. Some people rip things apart.
But some people don’t.
All this to say, I’ve got something that looks like a draft. And whether the book is unpublishable, or whether it is the best thing I’ve ever written in my life… I can’t possibly guess. Right now it feels like both.
It’s a mess. It’s a disaster. But also–it feels truer and more honest and MINE than anything I’ve written.
I wonder how I’ll feel about it tomorrow.
June 17th, 2010 at 6:26 pm
Well I for one, love those last lines. Congratulations on sending in the draft. Enjoy.
June 17th, 2010 at 7:12 pm
Tomorrow doesn’t matter when you get to feel like that today. (I owe you an email! C on big bad deadline, but will write this weekend.)
June 17th, 2010 at 7:30 pm
Well, it sounds fab to me. Any piece of writing an author is happy with is a victory. Congrats.
June 18th, 2010 at 6:44 am
Sending something like applause!!! Congratulations!
June 18th, 2010 at 7:40 am
Love it! Sounds so philosophical.
June 29th, 2010 at 5:39 am
Thanks, everyone.
No redrafted, and off to agent.
We shall see.